Surat Kaleng untuk @ibnuhabibi

to : @ibnuhabibi

Hello, you.

This isn't literally a liebe-brief. I can't exactly tell what love letter is. Personally, I think love letter is one that you send with a purpose to let someone knows how much you love them. Well, that's why I guess this letter called as anonymous letter.I don't want you to know who I am. I don't want to know how much I love you, I am not even sure yet if this is love. But, I do feel something, whatever it is, that I want you to know.

Hello, you.

Thanks for every laughter you have given. In every situation of mine, In every swing mood. You do make me love, I mean laugh. Laugh and love are words with pretty similar pronounciation, arent they? That's probably why, some people said that love is the door to someone's heart. Is this love?

Hello, you.

Thanks for keep updating where are you and what are you doing on your tweets. So I can know, and assure that you're okay, even if I'm your nobody. Even if I really am. Please don't think I am a stalker, even if I am. I just want to know if you're cool -yeah, you already are, you know what I mean-. I just assure myself that you're good, and having a good time. I'm happy just by knowing this.

Hello, you.

Please keep tweeting even when you're sick. Let me know if you're sick. So I can send a prayer. And taking care of you, from afar. I don't really know how. But please, do that. Make your secret admirer(s) happy.

Hello, you.

Thanks for giving me no expectations by some replied tweets. Thanks for just being you. I really wish I could ever meet you, someday. Getting to know each other, and probably, make you love me. I don't know. When will you come to Jakarta again? I hope I'll meet you by that time

I keep saying I don't know if I do love you. So call this a love-confusion letter.

But here, a confession.

Hello, you.

I think I love you, and as my prior love, I'm to cowardice to say it, to express it. Even if now I do express it, you don't know who am I, do you? But, I love you. Yeah I do. I'd be damn happy if you could reply this letter. You can reply it with hate-letter. Or fearful-letter-cause-you're-probably-having-a-psychotic-fan. Or reply it with I-love-you-to-letter.

Anyway, here a song, about me, my condition to you.

So Close - Jennete McCurdy

You just keep tuggin', pushin', pullin'
On my little heartstrings
Got me all tied up in knots
Anytime I see your face
Oh, it brings out
It brings out the girl in me

Don't know just how you did it
But you got me real good
Hook, line and sinker like I knew you could
But you don't even notice
Boy, I wish you would

I can't help myself
I can't help but smile
Everytime I see your face
And we've never met
I bet you don't know my name
Am I out of my mind?
I think that I might be going crazy
'Cause my heart is yours to have and hold or break
How'd you get to be so close, when you're so far away?

I think he might be close to perfect
Girls, you know what I mean
He's got a face straight out
Of a magazine
Gotta pinch myself
To prove he ain't a dream
Oh, oh, oh

I can't help myself
Now my secret's out
I can't help but smile
Everytime I see your face
And we've never met
I bet you don't know my name
Am I out of my mind?
I think that I might be going crazy
'Cause my heart is yours to have and hold or break
How'd you get to be so close, when you're so far away?

I wish you were mine, all mine
Mine, all mine
I wish you were mine, all mine
I wish you were mine

I can't help but smile
Everytime I see your face
And we've never met
I bet you don't know my name
Am I out of my mind?
I think that I might be going crazy
'Cause my heart is yours to have and hold or break
How'd you get to be so close, when you're so far away?
How'd you get to be so close when you're so far away?

Je t'adore, Cher. Tu J'adore?